<P>i don't know... i'm confused. i'm pissed off, by myself. i'm unclear and i can't even make a proper decision now... </P>
<P>hey ghost, maybe i shouldn't have thrown it all out here. or maybe, you're thinking me as shallow. shallow i am, i'm merely typing down words. if those who have a feeling see these words i've typed, they would know what i mean. isn't it?</P></DIV>
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<P>hey gal...i used to think that u are tough and strong~ and yet u present the different side of urself here...hmmm...sentimental...</P>
<P>life is like that,,,everything you do now counts for everything happens in your future. it's always frustrated to make decisions and yet, to make a right step forward u need to wait till the right moment......</P>
<P>all the best gal...we are all supporting you.</P>
<P>tough and strong, who says i'm not? if guys can be playful, why can't girls? [em01] </P><P>yeah panpan, has been quite sentimental and was particularly sentimental last night and i put up this post. that was me after countless cups of dirty matini</P>[em04]