<P><FONT size=4>that was a sunday.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>"hey i thought today you are off? why don't you go out with your bf?" </FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>this familiar message appeared on my desktop...the hostone boy used to ask me so when he found me lingering online on my off days. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>i sneered at myself. "Does he ever remembers that i am off today? he had long time never contact me..." </FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>yet what came out on the screen as i typed was "ya, going out later~~~"</FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>after talking for a few more lines i told him that i was going off. so i logged off my MSN. the feeling sucked.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>***********</FONT></P>
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<P><FONT size=4>in fact the night before i received a message from my boyfriend which was"can you help me find some nice musics online? i was busy playing games these days." the message stuned me and flamed me up. that time i was on the bus back home after a long and busy day of work (saturday was always nightmare). i felt lonely, cold and exhausted. the thought of him sitting comfortably in front of the computer "busy" playing games and sending me commands to do things which he can always use gaming time to do so disgusted me. </FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>i replied with a short sentence : "no, i am busier than u."</FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>after about half an hour. the hotstone boy sent me a message "how is your day? i just finished work, going back now. today lots customers came and i did not stop running in and out for 3 hours exactly...now my body feels no longer mine..hahaha...i supposed your saturday is not easy as well"</FONT></P>
<P><FONT size=4>i sighed. perhaps waiters knew more about my working life. yet, sadly, a boyfriend knew me less than a guy who i never met. </FONT></P>
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